& you're that sugar rush.


for all that sunshine and your smile.


im so exhausted i dont feel like sleeping anymore.

not like it'd fucking make a difference. perfect, amanda feels like pulling her hair out. i could slap myself soon. man.

"deep & meaningless"

i've got my world spinning round my head. so instead of watching my life go round and round, i might as well forget it and enjoy the ride.

'forget it', haha easier said than done, no? funny how everyone takes it so easily. so im joining the club. care to join? its a hell of a lot better than moping around all day feeling sorry for yourself. im smiling to myself just cause i feel like it and i dont really care if anyone thinks i've gone bonkers.

kid, i still wonder if you bother once in a while to read this.